Sunday, September 13, 2009
I Think of You-Taj Jackson
"...
my heart belongs to you my baby boo
yes its true all i do is think of you
always say i love you before i go to sleep
if i die before i'm awake then i take your love with me
every second i'm away from you feels like misery
cause i know where i really want to be
i know its been hard me not being there
baby i don't want you thinking that i really don't care
and i know that your feeling like i'm being unfair
but your love is with me everywhere
when i dream i think of you
breathe i think of you
all day i think of you
give all my love to you my baby boo
swear its true all i do is think of you
when i pray i think of you
far away i think of you
all day i think of you
my heart belongs to you my baby boo
yes its true all i do is think of you ..."
Hahas mm I was talking to Annie 'bout this and i just felt like blogging. I'm in such a good mood. Quiet, peaceful, content. Haven't been like this in a very long time.
I guess I'll take this opportunity to confess, that I haven't been honest lately. I thought I could get over her, but it seems harder than I first thought. That might be a good thing though. I'm so happy to just know her, to be in her presence, even when I'm not with her, I get butterflies just thinking of her.
And I'm starting to feel comfortable not being accepted by her, even through the little trivial things, like asking her how her day was or saying good night, even if she doesnt reply or respond the same way. Its like I can look after her without really affecting her life & that feeling leaves me in a good mood.
I wanna love her forever, despite all the warnings everyone gives me. They all say she's just another high school "thing", but they don't understand. This is love, like TRUE love, like the PROPER LOVE, LIKE THE ONCE IN A LIFETIME LOVE. LOL and if you're still in doubt just quietly think to yourself, "Have I ever seen Dillon this in love with anyone?" The answer will come to you :]
Anyway I think Annie's missing me so I'll finish off with just a couple messages:
#1 CONGRATULATIONS AMEY&ANDY. HOPE YOU HAD A HAPPY WEDDING AND THAT YOUR LOVE LASTS FOREVER !
#2 Happy Birthday Tee. You've been there for me whenever I needed you, and I hope I can do the same. I still remember how ecstatic I was when I first met you and your cheesecake.I just hope you realise just how much you mean to me, and just how mch i love you. I wish you a very Happy Birthday and pray that you enjoy the rest of your day, week, month, year and life with the utmost joy. Love you <3
Oh yeah just an extra note I think i should add. Today I i went on facebook for my first time. It's confusing, messy, complicated and outright sucks .. I think I'm addicted. HAHA okay bye. (L)
Free Hugs @ 7:42 PM l
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